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May 6, 2026

199. Healing From a 20-Year Undiagnosed Eating Disorder with Foster Wilson

199. Healing From a 20-Year Undiagnosed Eating Disorder with Foster Wilson

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Eating disorders don’t often look like what you might picture in your mind.
We often dismiss what we’re going through or experiencing because we’re not “too thin” or needing to be hospitalized.
 
But as you’ll hear in today’s episode, you don’t have to look sick to be struggling.
 
I’m joined by Foster Wilson, a poet, postpartum doula, and podcast host whose work bridges creativity, care, and connection. After living with an undiagnosed eating disorder for over 20 years, Foster shares what it was really like to exist in the exhausting, all-consuming cycle of food noise, body shame, and perfectionism – all while appearing “fine” on the outside.
 
Foster’s journey toward recovery began when she finally realized that her so-called “healthy habits” were actually keeping her trapped. Through intuitive eating, nervous system healing, and radical self-compassion, she learned to rebuild trust with her body and redefine what nourishment truly means.
 
In this episode, you’ll learn:
  • What it’s really like to live with a “hidden” eating disorder
  • How perfectionism and people-pleasing fuel food anxiety and control
  • Why letting go of food rules feels terrifying — and why that’s a good thing
  • How nervous system safety and self-compassion support food freedom
  • The healing power of vulnerability, creativity, and community
If you’ve ever wondered whether what you’re experiencing “counts” as disordered eating, or you’ve struggled to quiet the mental noise around food, this episode will remind you: you’re not broken, and it’s never too late to heal your relationship with food and your body.
 

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